There is something wrong with my scale!

Ok, it has been four weeks since I’ve been checking my weight on the scale and it has not changed (well, maybe it’s less 1-2 pounds). I’m seriously considering throwing it out the window! Since Julian passed, I’ve been working so hard to lose the baby weight, taking exercise/yoga classes and eating like a bird (that’s what my mother in law said the other day). It was so much easier losing this weight with my other two children and I really owe it to the breastfeeding. This way is a lot harder.

Today, I babysat my nephew Jake, who was born two weeks after Julian. It was so nice to comfort, feed and hold a baby again. It feels like it’s been so long since I’ve done that. I really miss him. I’m thinking about writing a memoir, to tell his story and see if I could help others through their difficult times.

Well, per my brother in law’s request, I will be posting my first recipe. You don’t want to miss it. These buttermilk pancakes are the best pancakes you will ever eat! I recently passed on this recipe to my sister in law and good friend and they love them. This is a keeper.

This isn’t easy!

Welcome to foodjules! Starting a blog is very exciting, but let me tell you, it is not easy. So, you’ll see some changes as I figure this all out.

This blog and cooking adventure is in loving memory of our son, Julian, who passed away 6 weeks ago at only 9 weeks old. He was such a sweet and beautiful baby and loved by all of his family and friends.

We were all so sad when we learned he had SMA (spinal muscular atrophy). I just couldn’t believe it and didn’t… I tried to enjoy him as much as I could while praying for a miracle. His time here was so short but so special. He was my miracle. My third child. My beautiful little angel. You’ll learn more about him as you visit my blog.

I have a lot to share with you about life, food, gardening and health… so stay tuned!