Life is beautiful and so much fun and I love it, but lately it’s so very difficult and so very sad. I can’t seem to find that happy place right now. I’m not sure where it went. Life was so full just a few months ago, so beautiful, so magical and soooo very happy and now everything is the complete opposite! So, what does one do when such devastation comes into our life? How do we move on? How can I accept what’s happened to us when all I want is to have him back? I feel so alone and empty without him. I feel like a part of me is gone forever and I want it back. I can’t function without it. It just hurts too much.
What now?
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Liz,
Remember how brave you are for sharing your feelings. Saying how you feel helps all of us to help you. Try to find comfort in the love and support we all have for you. You will find happiness in life again. It’s there, it’s just hard to see it right now. One foot in front of the other… just keep taking one day at a time.
Love,
Lisa
Writing and expressing your feelings will help you so much. I can’t imagine how you get up everyday but you have 2 children and a husband who love you plus all your other family and friends. I admire your strength. It is ok to be sad and cry. You are human