Life is beautiful and so much fun and I love it, but lately it’s so very difficult and so very sad. I can’t seem to find that happy place right now. I’m not sure where it went. Life was so full just a few months ago, so beautiful, so magical and soooo very happy and now everything is the complete opposite! So, what does one do when such devastation comes into our life? How do we move on? How can I accept what’s happened to us when all I want is to have him back? I feel so alone and empty without him. I feel like a part of me is gone forever and I want it back. I can’t function without it. It just hurts too much.