What would you do for Chocolate?

It’s 10pm and you have a craving for chocolate, so what do you do? Do you eat leftover Halloween candy? Do you eat chocolate icecream? Do you send your husband out to get you a hot chocolate at Starbucks? Well, those all sound great but we all know the husband isn’t going to run out to Starbucks for you at 10pm and in my house, there isn’t any chocolate icecream, as it’s all been eaten and frankly, the halloween candy doesn’t sound that appealing.

Well then, there’s only one more option…. and it’s what I did tonight!

I made Chocolate, Chocolate Chip Muffins! I know. I watched them as they baked in the oven and as soon as I took them out, I ate them all warm and gooey straight out of the oven with a nice glass of milk! Now, that’s how I like to eat my chocolate! I know, I’m not normal for baking so late at night but can you blame me? Don’t they look so yummy? I am muffin crazy! Now, the question is what would you do?

Chocolate, Chocolate Chip Muffins

Pass the salt

Salt. There are so many different types of salt, which one is better to use for cooking and baking? The main difference between salts seems to be their texture. There are three major types of salt.

Iodized Table Salt has fine granules that dissolve quickly, making it the preferred salt of bakers.

Kosher Salt is an additive free salt and has larger, course grains, preferred by cooks.

Sea Salt has a milder flavor then table salt and is preferred by cooks for table use. I use Hain’s all natural Iodized Sea Salt for everyday cooking and baking, as it accentuates other ingredients in the dish/baked good without overpowering it with a salt flavor.

Most recipes that call for salt refer to table salt which has additives like iodine, to prevent a thyroid disease, and an anti-caking agent so the salt won’t get lumpy in humid weather.  However, salt connoisseurs, often prefer to use Kosher salt for cooking, and sea salt for table use, claiming they have a softer flavor.

Salt in an essential component in baking.  Of course you only add 1/2 teaspoon at a time to your baked goodies, but don’t take salt for granted! Salt accentuates the overall flavor, enhancing the flavors of butter, flour and even chocolate! By the way, when baking, use unsalted butter to help control the amount of salt used in your baked good. You wouldn’t want to make a batch of salty cookies!

Who doesn’t LOVE chocolate?

I just found a recipe for Banana Macadamia Nut Muffins…. oh my goodness, doesn’t that sound delicious? I absolutely LOVE Macadamia Nut Cookies so I MUST try to make these muffins.

Banana Macadamia Nut Muffins

I’m also going to make my very own, homemade Organic Hot Fudge Sauce, made without high fructose corn syrup you find in conventional brands of your grocery store. Imagine drizzling some of this chocolate over these muffins. YUM-O as Rachael Ray would say. Stay tuned!

Hot Fudge Sauce

What’s that yummy smell?

Walking through the front door this afternoon, Lilliana asked “What’s that yummy smell” and this is what she found!

Blueberry Crumb Muffins

I’m testing muffin recipes….

Banana Nut Crumb Muffins

and I made these the other day…

Shortbread Cookies with Nutella

 

It’s official!

Food Jules LLC is officially a business. So, let’s get started!

I will be baking some items for the Monroe Farmers Market during this summer. If you are interested in checking out my goodies, you can visit the Market on Fridays from 3-6pm, opening on June 24th. I may also be selling some items with a friend at the Brickwalk’s Farmer’s Market in downtown Fairfield.

More information to come as we get closer to the summer time. Let’s get cooking!

How does he decide?

I remember those days at the hospital when I laid by Julian’s side, stroking his beautiful, soft head and holding his little hand, trying to comfort him and show him my love and dedication. I laid there by his bedside to soak up as much as I could of my little baby. That’s all that I could for him. As he lay there looking at me, all I wanted to do was to pick him up and hold him close to my chest but I couldn’t. To hold him wasn’t easy as he had so many wires and respiratory tubing. Nurses had to pick him up and put him in my arms and when they did, I held him for hours at a time, as much as they would let me. Sometimes when tears ran down his face, I would feel so sad that I couldn’t just grab him and make him all better. For that is a mother’s job and I wanted to do that for him, I wanted to do that for him so badly. So, I laid next to him in the hospital bed, I had my little pillow next to him, and I laid there talking to him, reading to him, singing to him, holding his sweet little hand and rubbing his soft head. I did it every day for three weeks, for it was all that I could for him, but at least it was more then what I have now, because now all I have is an empty hole in my heart.

From all the needle poking to cardiac arrest, he suffered so much and all I could do was stand by his side and hold his hand and tell him that I loved him. It was all out of my control and it still is. After all those days watching him endure so much pain, now I am left alone, without him, enduring my own pain. He is gone now and I find it so unfair that God allows so much pain and suffering to such a sweet and innocent little baby.

It doesn’t make any sense to me how God, the almightly powerful one, could allow such illness and death to happen. We wanted him so very much, he was part of our family. We always wanted him and now he is gone. How does he decide who can have one or two or more or none? Some are so very lucky to have as many healthy kids as they want and others are not. Having a large family was always a dream of ours and now that is gone and I just can’t understand how does he decide?

Julian reading his favorite B/W book

I love you Julian and I think about you every single minute of every single day! I wish that I was still there with you, holding your little soft hand and looking into your beautiful, sweet eyes. You are my baby and forever will be. You are a part of me forever and ever. I miss you my little handsome man!